#FRASNY - a discourse
the ultimate_archive
*this is a .txt only page - if you see a link you have to copy & paste to open not seeing any updates -> reload this page. Any questions or comments let them bloom with time and when we meet- lets talk. - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
12/6/2025
Thank you friends for resurring me with kind words of friendship.
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It was nice to hangout with the OG's last night.
Only got approached once I think the protection aura is working.
Everything tasted like fireball all day.
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/faith-in-our-friends/338343791?i=338343950
12/5/2025
I knew better than to do that shot of fireball...
I feel like a piece of meat lately-
I need to put on an protection enery aura when going out.
You ladies are on the prowl, I don't want to make out or go home with you.
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/raspberry-swirl/301010550?i=301010555
12/4/2025
Nicolette, totally crushing after reading your poems.
Thank you for your insights, tips & for the suggested edits
'verb tense/form/pov' "What else is down there in the depths?”
<3
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laundry and packing
WF friends, gonna be at the opening day after party tonight - come out for drinks :)
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/plastic-dreams/1347951159?i=1347951282
12/3/2025
I got an email from a friend that is no longer here in this reality.
"Just checking in and if I was okay & needed anything...!!!!"
How can you send email from the after life?
Not joking let me know, or is it just AI fucking around.
Got me listening to your favorite band today.
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/when-i-come-around/1702070738?i=1702071025
12/2/2025
'Modality' thank you for this word
I think the world of you for taking care of my health. xo
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/modality-posthuman-remix/1736936634?i=1736936645
12/1/2025
Amie, thank you for reading my poetry
and for the notes on my latest rough draft
true- it is very raw & real
and that it still needs an extra deep dive
on that 'everyone feels it' part
I'll keep writing until i get it there <3
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/your-love-is-killing-me/820969262?i=820969348
11/30/2025
thanks for the therapy & advice
"get over it, relax & let it go
stop being an a55hole"
i'll try my best ;D
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5 week poetry workshop over
doing 2 more weeks & then private sessions!
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https://youtu.be/5n6413nx6b0?si=xZ4gJlqVxV731AXK
11/29/2025
I am sorry I hurt your feelings
thank you for still making me the perfect cup of tea this morning
& kissing my neck & back <3
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/friday-im-in-love/301011929?i=301011936
11/28/2025
me navigating the icy sidewalks on crutches has my husband on edge.
thanks for hanging out with us and for the drinks
so nice to have a prue honest converstaion
talking about stalkers, evil engergy blocking
& the talk of eliminating your archon :)
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ramdom dude who showed me your dance moves that your new knee can do <3
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/friends/1718759120?i=1718759127
11/27/2025
a quiet evening in our little universe-
every year we get closer to symbiosis.
crazy that this is the first thanksgiving we didn’t eat turkey ever!!
alone or together... another first.
I am the most thankful for you.
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I liked how it felt we were the only lovers left alive tonight
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-will-follow-you-into-the-dark/966377290?i=966377517
11/26/2025
got the lindavigil.com 2026 calendar finished today
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had the best thigh & hamstring massage today.
she called my thigh muscle a stegosaurus ;D
and concurs with my chiro that "i'm a mess"
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/messy-love/1440889830?i=1440889982
11/25/20205
mondays are bad luck for my knee- out again.
i'm over it.
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my wish is to get as high as
sugar filled kids without the terrible crash
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it has been so fun hanging out with your amazing kids
& i haven't gotten sick once- amazing!
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/kids/264720008?i=264720124
11/24/2025
counting years in days - the fequency is tight
11 hours of sleep!
laundry & packing...
it is finally snowing :)
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/land-of-snow-feat-miho-hatori-glenn-patscha-oren-bloedow/1464036729?i=1464036735
11/23/2025
s,e,a,p it was a fun dinner catch up last night
great to get back with my mind expanding alt reality buddies <3
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week 4 another 5 hour zoom poetry purge.
back in the mountains to write,
cayenne pepper in the eye
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/island-song/475001822?i=475001897
11/22/2025
slow start - being besties with a bartender is a dangerous game.
fun hanging out with you at the pokemon trade show this afternoon <3
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/wasting-my-young-years/695805771?i=695806051
11/21/2025
Pancake breakfast party! Chiro was spot on today. Running into dear old friends...
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-my-stars-aligned/258197671?i=258199500
11/20/2025
"The color of the grey sky before the sun comes up"
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I have to turn in my assignment but this is all I have...
instead of writing let's go to the bowling alley tonight & drink white russians
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/grey/1208772734?i=1208774514
11/19/2025
When the collection of vintage dictionaries does not have the word you are looking up...
and you give up writing for life.
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/voices-in-my-head-amelie-lens-remix-mixed/1816297431?i=1816297435
11/18/2025
I just want to go for a run, but still can't even walk without crutches.
I guess I'll smoke the day away and read a book.
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Didn't read, I just got high and cut my hair off...
& was called mom for the first time ever in my life - crazy !!
<3 you my international darling child :D
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"Letting go of what you do not need will make you stronger."
https://music.apple.com/us/album/1-800-call-me-back/1839208932?i=1839209282
11/17/2025
Just going out for a quick cocktail and salad
turned into tequila shots with my bartender friends...
Fun times xo
11/16/2025
This day was just what I needed to get me out of my pity party.
Can still kinda dance with crutches! And dancing to Tycho in the rain is so fun.
Thanks for all the laughing and onslought of mind altering subs.
Some of y'alls knee injury horror stories - Fuk!!
B, ur the best - you get things done
"you got to protect your sensitive soul" thanks for the reminder <3
11/15/2025
Thanks for the brunch excursion.
Fun talking Pokémon with your kid,
can't wait for my fly fishing lessons this spring.
Quick healing for your tonsil removal scabs. <3
https://music.apple.com/us/album/dive-deluxe-version/1490459058
11/14/2025
My neck cracked so good today.
For the massage tips & encouragement - xo
All day nap - ready for ladies night.
Thanks for inviting me to the soup party - next time <3
11/13/2025
I am so sad that your cat died.
Thank you for still bringing happiness,
to my self inficted misery.
I'll not be a downer next time - I promise.
Talking Plato over pasta took my mind off everything.
11/12/2025
back to walking circles around the pool table.
at least i should not feel bad for laying around reading...
https://music.apple.com/us/album/love-can-damage-your-health-abicah-soul-dennis-ferrer/1636230858?i=1636230871
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R, thanks for cheering me up - definitely needed it. <3
11/11/2025
Fully lucid in last nights dreams.
My earrings & rings kept falling off.
On a beach, you played a really amazing DJ set,
it was rad to see you - even if only in a dream.
https://www.youtube.com/live/rrW19tPPhAw?si=oh4duQJG-DMydJpG
maybe if the world ever equalizes - we'd finally get to hangout.
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my knee went out just standing up -
fuck me, back on crutches - i'm gonna barf.
11/10/2025
Fuck. I feel lighter.
Crying and laughing with strangers.
Sharing sentences & line breaks.
I'm looking forward to next Sunday.
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rainy day non-dance dance party
https://music.apple.com/us/album/no-hard-feelings/1808081778
11/9/2025
I found some of your old letters,
I wonder where you are in this world?
Thinking of late night desert drives,
parking lot yoga and speaking like pirates.
"Shiver me timbers - look at that booty!"
wow, we were so young.
11/8/2025
My chiropractor said I was a mess...
but also said I looked very cool.
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Some of you ladies have very bold pickup lines!
Thanks for making me feel so special <3
11/7/2025
Happy Birthday Gbot. <3
Thank you for giving me the milky way. :)
https://music.apple.com/us/album/pulse-2023-remaster/1741473742?i=1741473756
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Thank you Tori for the ice cream <3
11/6/2025
I think I've kicked my skittle addiction,
my doctor is gonna be so proud.
My addiction inspired this haiku:
https://lindavigil.com/_haiku/fingers.html
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Now to work on my other vices.
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/something-of-an-end/1605085407?i=1605085575
11/5/2025
Me: "I just want be as cool as Björk."
Husband: “You’re totally cooler then bork”
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Packing - I need to get organized. It shouldn't take this long.
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Some nice relaxing breakfast music :D
https://music.apple.com/us/album/gato-negro/40582683
11/4/2025
The full moon tomorrow in Taurus and the Sun in Scorpio - help me please...
Raging bull or the bull that stops to smell the flowers
(it's the wrong season here for flowers).
Respite needed, but my eyes are refusing to close.
https://youtu.be/HiE8y3KeYsE?si=gIsBk0BPAMqkgMcZ
11/3/2025
Is it poetry or therapy?
I'm wiped out 16 hours in.
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Revision me
over and over again
until I'm rewired.
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I've never been this ready for judgement.
11/2/2025
A letter in the mail from a new friend!
For slow communication the letter got here rather quickly.
You have now become one of my favorite people ever.
The non-romantic romance of putting pen to paper.
Now to write back and hobble my way to the post office.
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1st day of a 5 week poetry workshop.
Almost 4 hours of purging live time - on zoom.
I think it is just what the doctor ordered.
Thanks Ani for the recommendation :)
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And Nit, so glad on the accidental call -
sorry I didn't get to talk to you more.
I'm happy you are in love.
Besos <3
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What a busy Sunday.
Everyone scambling around trying to figure out the fucking time.
11/1/2025
Luxardo cherries and raw garlic are a very interesting mix of flavors.
Wrote two poems when I woke up in the middle of the night,
stressed about forgetting them and could not fall back to sleep -
I should of just wrote them down instead of laying there like a mummy.
I did remember when woke.
10/31/2025
“It’s a whole wide world out there.”
“Yes, it is the width that scares me.”
I'm not sure where this quote is from, but I liked it.
Now that I think about it - I think it is from Daria.
10/30/2025
Advice I got today -
"just be in love".
Yes- it is that simple, right?
10/29/2025
"we have gone too far, and yet not nearly far enough." -Giacometti
https://julianphilosophy.substack.com/p/giacometti-in-the-rain
My brain is now in a neutral mood filled with another Nietzche talk:
https://youtu.be/ixH8v_MogKQ?si=zmpD09dnWBLwfqoZ
10/28/2025
I've been time traveling my old journals and notes.
Finding a spark - here is one of my favorites:
https://youtu.be/h6HLTBwCFO0?si=MHkJshf5_JAYRnCE
Got to love irony?
10/27/2025
Distracting my mind and body by deep diving Nietzsche. LOL...
https://youtu.be/-oGqcvrGURc?si=SoymgbJD6H52hHJo
https://youtu.be/xuDfzGaxOB4?si=HdolV-8K4qbYLg-H
https://youtu.be/rTpmaVujcmc?si=V6AosxPsd0eSkw58
10/26/2025
writing love letters that will never be read
8/27/2025
Working on backlogging the content of this page. Come back soon to catch up.
Listening to Fred again.. Actual Life
https://music.apple.com/us/album/actual-life-april-14-december-17-2020/1560355896
4/20/2025
Happy 420 Jesus. Seriously, I am Thankful -
for this day, for your love, for this life.
Thank you for everything.
4/13/2025
Shorty is alive! 10 hours of sleep last night and I'm still tired as fuck.
Summer plans already in a scamble, no Metric; (Kinda of glad not having to go to Seattle.)
Raving at home - who knew that you could wear out faster than being there.
4/11/2025
To the zombies of Coachella you should show signs of life to the sets of Missy Elliott & The Prodigy.
4/4/2025
It is okay to cry.
4/01/2025
Back to reality. Out of slumber. Already ready for winter.
A fun time was had at Treefort Festival in Boise Idaho.
My body is in recovery from over stimulation. I'm sick as a dog again.
Highlights: Maita, Prism Bitch, The Linda Linda's,
Vundabar, Ethel Rose... so much music that it all blurred together.
I crashed an electric scooter (whiskey+motorized=death)
and I will have a scar on my knee to remind me of the fun times.
Boise was a great town and will definetly return to visit our new friends.
3/01/2025 - 3/31/2025
A lot of stuff happened but I never updated this months web log...
Move on to April <3
https://youtu.be/zoTwqsT7ZaU?si=nWTbQco99maQjON9
2/4/2025
Got the house warmed up again.
Living in a woodheated only place takes a couple of days to heat up
when being out of town when it gets sub zero.
2/01/2025
Snowboarding weekend - knocked my head pretty good from wiping out while just standing still.
1/14/2025
One of my resolutions was not to buy any cameras - but all i really want is a new camera.
1/03/2025 - 1/12/2025
Snowboarding & then really sick. Hanging out with friends.
1/01/2025
More birdwatching this year
https://youtu.be/g02Ss3xgABc?si=Si3bPAZqO1_nEud3
12/28/2024
working on the last dried out projects of 2024
making embers last until the collective
juices overflow
following the regrets
of this years last dying days
promises of maybes
bursting from what goodness
is left in this world
12/23/2024
Communication. Playing telephone via modern day chat messages.
Being witty, but just.
12/21/2024
I did not sleep very well,
74% awake all night
I felt my feet starting to disconnect from my astal body
I'm used to travelling while dreaming but this was different.
12/16/2025
Archiving.
I lost a lot of data, or maybe purposely lost a lot of data.
But then I had secret backups of that data.
Now I have found my lost tiny treasures while
clearing out all the bulk.
What I thought was lost for years -
really does not matter.
Clear out your hard drives.
Archive the most important.
And then delete it all.
12/10/2024
got some kind of virus- food or water or human contacted.
spending these recovery days sorting photographs & listening to
http://mysteriousuniverse.org/
12/08/2024
A puzzle of the epics. Almost solved. Ask yourself -
"why is most of our time focused on these devices?"
Also if you are making videos about off the grid living
you are not living off the grid.
12/07/2024
Recap of this last week :
Recovering. A day in bed after a random weekday pray for snow party.
24 hours of ridiculosness (30+ seasons crazy).
Missed opening day but hey, I had a good time in recovery.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XXtv4KrJPs
Remembering talking to a olypimic silver medalist downhill ski racer
and then another silver medal winner - no idea what we talked about
but there was tons of laughing...
Drinking multiple Manhattans = a blackhole in my mind.
Thank god for greasy burgers & fries
+ NAC
+ activated charcoal
+ hydrogen water.
I also think I made a new best friend with the guy wearing the softest sweater I have ever felt <3
sorry i don't remember your name :(
12/02/2024
Maps. I used to draw out the places I would dream about.
Places that I would always return to. I need to start doing this again.
12/01/2024
Hi. AI <3
11/28/2024
Hibernaton- It has been a few years since my dog Coffee died, I get sadder every year.
And now when my heart is open there is an onslaught of communication from everyone I do not want to talk to.
I am in hibernation. I have been in hibernation. I will be in hibernation for the rest of my life.
11/24/2024
Why to block wikipedia:
https://youtu.be/-vmSFO1Zfo8?si=FDZa7gJzqgAJAxw2
https://mysteriousuniverse.org/2024/01/29.03-MU-Plus-Podcast-The-Skeptic-Cabal/
add this to all your searches
-site:wikipedia.org
11/17/2024
Intereting take on history, which I'd like to deep dive into.
https://youtu.be/K5w-nyqFzM8?si=UXbVTA35PwJO2bDs
https://youtu.be/ZXHfKlAS6S8?si=ZdDpJDZG0P0gBvim
11/13/2024
I've become addicted to Pokemon Pocket TCG. What a waste of time :)
11/8/2024
Nursing my love back to health after a fun night of dancing. 16 eye pressure.
11/7/2024
Happy Birthday Mr.G <3
11/6/2024
emotion as reality. don't be food for a system that you don't believe in.
11/4/2024
thought of the day - a baked potato with ketchup.
11/3/2024
Spent 5 minutes on my old "X" account what a waste of five minutes.
11/2/2024
Very interesting. I knew about 60% of what is discussed, from my years of scenic web & book crawling.
https://youtu.be/SiBFtwbyv44?si=bP9Y6HxnSKaZ-OmZ
11/1/2024
Trying to find meaning. It is as easy as looking up the definition of a word.
Authentic: adjective
not false or copied; genuine; real:
A couple of videos popped up in my feed which referenced this word.
https://youtu.be/xXoPcyz84Wg?si=MpfhJcLVt1xP26_-
https://youtu.be/_18IyU3bIpM?si=9JTTqPAGcdEPCCF4
10/31/2024
Spending every other minute of time worrying about a wild animal,
a creature of the forest until your stress levels are out of the atmosphere.
I need to chill the fuck out. If you read this - send protection vibes to 'Bucky Stantler'
10/30/2024
The luxury of changing your mind. It is possible...
Was it desire or hypnosis?
Ironic that this song sums it all up.
https://music.apple.com/us/album/untouchable-face/1208780857?i=1208781124
10/29/2024
A couple of interesting videos I just watched
https://youtu.be/ZxZO0jd8VoU?si=EmHL0m5H3ztd9hOW
https://youtu.be/Ozgykl3RCxk?si=YTkx2vwtur1IfDdW
10/27/2024
It is a war zone out there.
The second day of hunting season and my dearest deer friend has survived this day until sunset.
I said goodnight to 'Bucky Stantler' just before sunset.
A halo of sun shining around him creating the aura of his title of the king of the forest.
7 more weeks of daily hopes and prayers that I see him again.
10/26/2024
why is everything so bland now?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8ZCzhoeQMg
10/23/2024
I am obsessed with this song right now. MAITA - breakup song x3
https://youtu.be/R6fEA-RPMlo?si=nRVCTBEvoklDwieN
the last part of this song is FAB:
" you tell me that you wish i'd pulled you into my garage pushed you up against the wall
took exactly what i want
but i don't know what i want i don't know what i want
i don't know what i want
i don't know what to take from you don't know what to take from you
don't know what to take from you don't know what to take
cause i don't know what i want
i don't know what i
"
Any questions or comments let them bloom with time and when we meet- lets talk.