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Life notes: my fears, my secrets, memos for friends, but mostly random junk... Any questions or comments let them bloom with time and when we meet- lets talk. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 4/12/2026 holding a weight of worth beyond myself in value in my small hand i kinda understand what the pursuit of man is all about the power of solid matter - “some people think that they are all, right” -strokes - i was so obsessed with fabrizio gbot took me to barcelona to see them on their world tour 20 some years ago so much fun ! - we are so old music was so raw so real back then smoking cigarettes drinking heinekens talking to people in broken language relating totally - ladies in the bar that tried to take me home i think that is when gbot got paranoid thank you g, for watching over me - “i’m not drowning fast enough” -strokes 4/11/2026 woke for the first time this trip not sure of where i was crazy - back home in my own bed & it felt like a different place owl woot-ing all night alien abduction or death warning (wrote a new poem) woodpecker tapping metal welcoming us back to nature - blondshell nice set! https://music.apple.com/us/album/olympus/1783172294?i=1783172694 https://music.apple.com/us/album/it-wasnt-love/1783189282?i=1783189297 - “ask no questions and i’ll tell you no lies” - jack white - i've got to listen to more sombr https://music.apple.com/us/album/homewrecker/1871595252?i=1871595253 _ “i drink the honey inside your hive your the reason i stay a live” -NIN https://music.apple.com/us/album/closer/1440837096?i=1440837621 4/10/2026 thanks for the drinks !! k&f - slept like babies all night long - coffee girl wanted to know if we had a son because he was so cute & just got coffee an hour earlier :D - streaming couchella worn out after 3 weeks on the road thank you boise! - thank you thank you thank you sara, jeremy, lila - invading your space taking up your time <3 - youna fab set and the outfit- wow! - lykke li what an exit!!!!! https://music.apple.com/us/album/knife-in-the-heart/1857952252?i=1857952500 https://music.apple.com/us/album/sex-money-feelings-die/1372324600?i=1372325244 - xx- nice throw back https://music.apple.com/us/album/say-something-loving/1170763548?i=1170764097 - MOBY https://music.apple.com/us/album/porcelain/281242279?i=281242336 - c, thanks for the talk your advice missed our weekly catch ups - sabrina carpenter is pretty good i think i’m might be a fan? “goodbye means you are losing me for life” 4/9/2026 slept really well on the train sunrise on your home landscape fills the heart hi-jacked the train station luggage cart to the apt afraid it was gonna get stolen on the 3 floor hike before gbot could return it gbot says we need to minimize if we are traveling more laundry, lounging in bed until hotel check in chatting with friends i’ve been ignoring - so sorry hotel nap - until drinks & dinner more catching up - planning my bday g’s record listening party on the same day!? then a long dinner & dj / dancing until u can’t dance anymore? - thank you for the early bday gift - see you in ft collins june <3 4/8/2026 13 coins martini & waffles amtrak back home inspired to write! met daughters of war soundman amour & actually slept on the train 4/7/2026 sitting in bar and your poetry teacher walks in! (said we walked in... but... 1st person) talk about crazy i've got to turn in some writing... chatting about aliens ufos bigfoot serendipity clones over salad, beer, coctails and delicious naan drinks & pinball at olof's girl aske if we were from whitefish mt - her bestie lives there... buddy talked gbot into playing piano during his show what a fab show Buddy! thanks for the books <3 4/6/2026 pizza at la rocca open mic at molly’s g called me an ass for being rude 4/5/2026 i saw the easter bunny right before midnight and a trash panda making its night before trash day run eattle art museum searched for a tarot shop in pikes went in circles g ate a tiny cake pop that cost as much as a regular sized cake 4/4/2026 slow start to a nice day shared a scooter to fremont numa ramen antiquing whiskey bar luke dinner at gainsbourg molly maguires fascinated by the leprechaun painting 4/3/2026 good friday shopping and sushi a night dancing to maita a night of eschewal eating pork and potatoes g drove a tesla & it tried to kill him :| night cap at the tin hat with tedi 4/2/2026 sax shop thai food in redmond bangkok basil apple store to replace my dropped too many times phone happy hour at sea glass cooked mexican didn’t turn out normal not use to cooking in other peoples kitchen 4/1/2026 whiskey wednesday at sea glass dinner at sophon the crack sauce yum! 3/31/2026 watching USA vs POR team started good but fell apart drinking at molly maguires and talking to amazing locals- guy stopped his car and rolled downed his window to say great shoes the couple like my magical as fuck shoes & Jamaica shoes bar owner of the Tottenham bar liked that we watched soccer lady thought I was Asian but then oh, you are Navajo - “I shouldn’t assume”. dinner drinks at sea glass late night walk to talk & beer 3/30/2026 delayed flight margaritas while waiting smoking in the little sun that was left in the smoking area waiting for our ride watching hordes of people picking up people noodles at ginger and scallion 3/29/2026 lobster nachos parkers & manhattans at mode father john misty sam liked my hat & said he liked seeing us have a good time 3/28/2026 walk to record store for st paul and the broken bones snack in bed listening to john craygy happy hour at harlowe st paul on mainstage dinner at red feather the dead and down relax & stretch in bed 3/27/2026 walked to the store to get stuff dinner at hemlock inji charlie’s band magdalena bay michelle nice to meet you thanks for liking my hat and dancing :) 3/26/2026 blondshell the beaches got my album signed by leandra! what a fun show danced & sang my ass off happy hour at hemlock manhattan then the haute girl dinner special martini with 10 olives caesar salad and fries wow!! 3/25/2026 chased down by a lady in a very amazing blouse because she wanted to pet my chicken purse met a native cousin from the Shoshone tribe <3 tobacco jackpot - lance you are the coolest dude thanks for the recommendation of who to see at tree fort northface girl - sorry i forgot your name :( record store shopping dinner with new friends charlie & jennifer <3 ran into lanka on the street “hey i know you guys!” tune-yards! charlie’s band a whole bunch of other bands… more native cousins! cheeto late night snack knee almost wanted to give out :( - https://music.apple.com/us/album/bizness/427937498?i=427937504 3/24/2026 portland airport is a city itself… boise! saw the few people we know just walking down the street guy stopped me to take photos of my shoes his house is his own personal footlocker :D gbot got his lobster & turned pink new bartender friends - hannah #4 & low amazing love vibes 3/23/2026 pre-vacation torture session new dr. - its like speed dating tell me everything about you in 15 minutes hotel living juliette thanks for the drinks ava so good to see you again 3/22/2026 laundry packing taxes :( 3/21/2026 back home watching the chipmonks and pulling weeds had to get away from the party rest up for the next week of parties i am so tired... i ready not to talk for a week and just listen and dance to music - https://music.apple.com/us/album/last-girls-at-the-party/1808081778?i=1808082487 https://music.apple.com/us/album/take-me-home/1773292952?i=1773292954 3/20/2026 spring! indian food bliss pokemon cards found in the wild happy hour lady thanks for the drink it was nice talking to you singing on the corner with my non-busking friend making rounds to see all my friends who are bartenders felt up by a cute girl in a crowded bar - super impressed with your moves ;D make out alley - who knew your basic skills would work so well - thanks for the side splittig laughter g & me are claiming the alley behind the tupe :P no more shots dancing to songs i used to hate conversation corner - where i run into everyone i know... wanted me to test her lip gloss - no thanks, but thank you <3 dancing to band who knows all our ft collins friends! fell fast asleep 3/19/2026 where does time go? super chill and then rush to get out the door taxes and happy hour dancing…? don’t quite remember 3/18/2026 pure torture just what i needed counting down the days to the next time - thanks for listening and the advice “don’t write about sad stuff...” - "why are you so sad?" "why were you at the laundromat?" https://music.apple.com/us/album/torture/1440915419?i=1440915726 3/17/2026 i think i met a serial killer she was nice until she started talking about chopping beautiful women up & sticking them in the freezer - i talk about being ready for death and then someone shows up possibly ready to kill you... 3/16/2026 time to do homework and figure out what it is that i want to do 3/15/2026 packing up after a long weekend a place i now call home to be prepared for strangers 3/14/2026 lady thanks for chasing me down to tell me i’m beautiful <3 martinis and dino nuggets with parker kate always great to see you kitkat wig party :) country dancing with gbot girl at the bar - thanks for asking me out - my ego is restored 3/13/2026 hotel life cheetos for breakfast and root beer little kids crying all night gbot went skiing i slept until 2pm new hat day! 7 hour happy hour… running into everyone even though i rested all day sorry i had to turn in early bryan bryan bryan you crack me up 3/12/2026 gbot got me out of the house, back in the fish my alternative torturer, also really likes to torture me :) the happy hour grind of city life chatting pre-sleep with an old friend miss you so so so much 3/11/2026 just enough energy to organize some pokémon junk do laundry & pack a quick check in with my tarot reader 3/10/2026 got out of bed took a walk couldn’t stop sweating no energy - i'm so sick extremely bummed that i had to cancel my torture session it is the only thing i look forward to glad you were bummed too :) xo - “stop being sad, let that love light shine out of you” thanks for the chat and keeping me company on my death bed <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/bruises/1720050095?i=1720050328 - i'm going out of my mind and 80% ready for death 3/9/2026 going back into hibernation sauna out the sadness be in a comfortable setting while trying to remember to breathe “where nothing really matters to me…” - https://music.apple.com/us/album/regret/1445873566?i=1445873827 - thank you! “everyday counts” i needed to hear this 3/8/2026 todd!!!! your cover of bohemian “sent shivers…” you know how to read the room https://music.apple.com/us/album/bohemian-rhapsody/1440650428?i=1440650711 3/7/2026 actively speeding up my demise - late night fever haircut - mexican coke kills in the best way - i need to update my deathbed wishes - fragile life fragile body fragile soul - a normal day is that the be all end all of it all? - https://music.apple.com/us/album/meet-ze-monsta/1440922042?i=1440922394 3/6/2026 on my death bed - woke at midnight fevering napping all day hydrate cuddle love fest taco fest <3 3/5/2026 happy hour bar hopping seeing everyone caught something somewhere late night smash burger 3/4/2026 def the pheromones after torture and my writing depression 3/3/2026 i'm the saddest i've ever been the fear of death drifting far away i think i could be ready https://music.apple.com/us/album/marianne/1155862196?i=1155862202 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/get-right-with-god/1443776671?i=1443776990 3/2/2026 100 sneezes after my torture session lost count of how many trigger points you dry needled thank you released something huge sorry i was so moody i feel so much better now i am addicted https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-just-cant-get-enough-2024/1755250412?i=1755250423 - excited for upcoming music thank you for fixing me after dancing to https://silversunpickups.com - trying to get me in shape for dancing at https://treefortmusicfest.com - prism bitch!!!!!!!! https://music.apple.com/us/album/you-got-i-want/1316877748?i=1316877757 3/1/2026 see a toucan in the wild something i want to do before i die... https://music.apple.com/us/album/afterlife/1770826874?i=1770827404 2/28/2026 today is my late dogs birthdays years of true love remembered realizing love is only pure when love is true https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-miss-my-dog/1839208932?i=1839208937 - back to my metapod reality festering softness getting ready to harden - thank you for reconnecting me to reality for actively trying to healing me - i need my torture session it is the only thing i look forward to https://music.apple.com/us/album/beautiful-feeling/1440922247?i=1440922598 2/27/2026 filled to the brim your love hard body soft kisses total gentleness laying on top of me making my heart calm each and every time - sorry i poked your eye - https://music.apple.com/us/album/closer/577318371?i=577318374 2/26/2026 i did laugh at the stupid thing you said but you were talking louder than everyone you were on a date with a lady of the night - i smile walk out talk to a friend poke the bonfire smoke a cigarette take a bath a cold shower exfoliate hydrate fall asleep <3 2/25/2026 home, MT - slept fully, still sad, this trip was to cheer me up - had the total opposite outcome - my eyes stopped itching and my body feels better, definitely the cats, but everyone on the plane was sick... - so sad i had to cancel a torture session, hope i feel better by monday - crazy i didn’t do any writing or reading didn’t have time or energy - the time it takes to waste time where the days are slow and time is measured by television or doctors appointments and the speed limit is so slow and no one ever leaves or really wants to suggestions are listened to but dismissed because effort is even too much to think about it felt like “stay here with us, be like us, you are one of us” - https://music.apple.com/us/album/hold-on-let-go-feat-wayne-snow-3ddy/1831622154?i=1831622156 2/24/2026 fell asleep in the hotel lobby this last week felt like 3 decades ate an amazing green chile cheese burger drank my vitamin margaritas at the airport finally got 100% hydrated just as leaving NM - https://music.apple.com/us/album/feels-so-good/1790432405?i=1790432406 2/23/2026 deadly tired & sad, super home sick for montana silversun pickups, standing inline felt like sitting ducks for all the slow passing deep tinted windowed cars, so many doubles i’m not sure how much i drank - i was even able to dance a little before i felt my knee start to hurt - https://music.apple.com/us/album/au-revoir-reservoir/1847573918?i=1847573922 https://music.apple.com/us/album/panic-switch/1862927157?i=1862927168 2/22/2026 mom, brothers, b-ball and dr p sad & depressed called off of visiting anyone else constant nose drip turning into a cold? - https://music.apple.com/us/album/tv-party/117018235?i=117017644 2/21/2026 antiquing - found a sterling silver martini shaker and cups for $80 ($5k value!) exposed to the haunta virus!?! 2/20/2026 santa fe, the shed - best food ever gallery shopping bought a beautiful bracelet from a vendor in the square 2/19/2026 NM - so tired cat allergies wind advisory rv camping land sea sick 2/18/2026 finished artwork with one hour to spare lunch martini hour torture session got test prints listening to test prints stayed up all night to catch flight followed by police to airport 2/17/2026 working on artwork deadline laundry packing stressed 2/16/2026 woke up knowing better don’t do the tequila shots - fuk, i hope you heal quickly sucks that you still have to work psa: check the durability of your bindings - running into everyone on a sunday night everyone ready to fuck or fight https://music.apple.com/us/album/hearts-on-fire/1444329195?i=1444329196 - thanks for the “hair of the dog” cocktails hannah luv u! - https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-go-hard-i-go-home/1393919277?i=1393919429 - my spiritual healer is working overtime tabacco, sage, water baths to cleanse aura i do feel energetically lighter 2/15/2026 one of the best manhattans i’ve ever had, thanks griffen! - dinner and drinks with friends staff thought j was our son amazed that a seven year old ate all the clams sorry your alone time was cut short - drinks & more drinks with friends - arguing over reality i hope you do go to law school :) and how we just want to drink tea & start a softball team "swing and a miss" smoked way too many cigarettes - hannah, you need a better pickup line one without the word mayo ;D - b, thanks for wishing me well on my torture sessions <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/just-be-friends-soccer-mommy-version/1841830786?i=1841830787 2/14/2026 chased by a rhino sneeze attack shocked awake - thanks for galentines day <3 - tanya, i love the earrings they are fab! - gregory sorry i made us cry but what a way to deepen this connection i love you 2/13/2026 focus i’m out of time but i still waste it like it doesn’t matter - thank you for your advice : “if you don’t know where you are going any road will get you there” “it is never too late” “it's a time to live like you are lightning” - ur book rec a subject most don’t read about can’t wait to talk to you about it i’ve already found a most favorite quote <3 “have you ever had a memory sneak out of your eye and roll down your cheek?” 2/12/2026 life coach week 3 advised to not share so much on this page save it for my poetry writing but who really reads this? https://music.apple.com/us/album/what-else-is-there-trentemoller-remix/726142381?i=726142396 - asked what i desire most? 100% equal give and take interpretation: this creates my constant dissatisfaction the idea of all or nothing i def agree 100% interp = want me like i want you https://music.apple.com/us/album/afraid-of-nothing/820969262?i=820969345 - i can’t look at my calendar it makes me sad that i have to leave my blissful bubble - https://music.apple.com/us/album/out-of-time-feat-poli%C3%A7a/1224090937?i=1224091349 2/11/2026 https://music.apple.com/us/album/little-bit/283495490?i=283495498 instinct vs desire and what exactly is desire https://music.apple.com/us/album/is-this-desire/1440912742?i=1440912981 - what a crazy journey my heart has traveled this week my biography claiming me to be a time traveler and then traveling back in time & my heart once again kicked back to reality https://music.apple.com/us/album/show-me-love/301002604?i=301002607 - wow! i thought i was at the precipise of torture but i was only at base camp . . . a needle to the calf even if my need for torture ever ends we will be life long friends its not just the endorphins talking :) - waiting until the end of the deadline forcing creativity thanks for rooting me on <3 - “untether your soul release the 8 of cups you are happy & don’t need to chase anything transform it is finally time to walk away” https://music.apple.com/us/album/pick-up/1784316789?i=1784317470 2/10/2026 i let gbot use my computer and half my playlists go missing not too sure what happened but it is getting back on track - dream: talking to cab driver about the secrets of reality - “what matters is your opinion about yourself” https://music.apple.com/us/album/whats-love-got-to-do-with-it/804178529?i=804178540 - chatting with my favorite doctor about chickens, vacation, torture and my funny supplement husband :) thx for taking care of my body & health <3 *up the b vitamins,dmso soft skin, saffron https://music.apple.com/us/album/not-the-doctor/1715762264?i=1715762833 https://music.apple.com/us/album/call-the-doctor/906073870?i=906073880 https://music.apple.com/us/album/doctor/1844704621?i=1844704759 2/9/2026 still sad about so many things, and everything https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-will-survive/1632540361?i=1632540601 - sleeping late zoom call at noon wake up at 11:32 ani, thanks for the suggestion to hug a tree <3 great discussion esotertic NDE themes coming to the forefront is my jam 3 martini lunch sounds fun - "be authentic its okay to be afraid of being afraid let the tension go don’t spiral" https://music.apple.com/us/album/so-what/1208772734?i=1208774174 2/8/2026 time invested slow return ready for retrograde - so sad about her dying https://music.apple.com/us/album/ill-fly-away/1469581485?i=1469582469 - eldri your radio show filled my heart <3 - super bowl, unimpressed - from the other side of the sidewalk eyes meet after so many years parade blocking the path smile nod remember everything deep breath keep on moving two million pound clouds floating in the sky https://music.apple.com/us/album/your-ex-lover-is-dead/1442859173?i=1442859183 https://music.apple.com/us/album/somebody-that-i-used-to-know-feat-kimbra/1440754000?i=1440754487 https://music.apple.com/us/album/cheers-darlin/2249511?i=2249503 2/7/2026 at least we know the smoke alarms don’t work - list of ladies ready to make jewelry 1/2 rent for a retail space $2,400 a month plus ulities and insurance = no thank you - afternoon drinking doom scrolling buddy - cheers - my life coach says "i need to focus" - too tired to party, but the party never ends - something i never thought i’d hear all the time “can i pet your chicken?” - winter carnival - joelle, sorry for accidently punching you - b, always late & buzzing "come out for a drink at midnight?" i’m already in bed luv u :D - 120 flights of stairs is getting my knee back on track - drifting dangerously https://music.apple.com/us/album/biggy/725462668?i=725462673 https://music.apple.com/us/album/tripped-and-fell-in-love/1634670671?i=1634670951 2/6/2026 shadow aura of a forearm television light baking brain hum of hotel holding sleep hostage - fell asleep on the chiropractor table - i’m not too sure why i’m so sad - i’m looking forward to more afternoon naps drinking bedtime tea reading books in bed tangled in the softness of whatever room we are in i don’t need anything more - https://music.apple.com/us/album/seventeen/1436857685?i=1436857873 https://music.apple.com/us/album/civilian/1839149510?i=1839149520 2/5/2026 CR7 hbd! - keeping me grounded i don’t know how you keep doing it i love you so much i don’t know what i’m doing - choking on ugli fruit juice - i need to minimize everything i pack it is way too much staying home, i would not have to pack anything! its just a weekend trip... - talking about fish falling from the sky and what reality is good topics during torture - https://music.apple.com/us/album/take-me-there-mixed/1839605496?i=1839605503 2/4/2026 happy to birthday to my besties kbot & bee <3 - torture session bliss my right leg no longer belongs to me looking forward to just hanging out :D https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-think-i-like-it/1440455310?i=1440455312 - didn’t go visit bruce "abruzzo" - too much travel and no time :( he has a whole part of my heart - i was in puppy <3 one day. . . training a puppy in a 3 story walkup - i can’t https://music.apple.com/us/album/puppy-love/1554157538?i=1554157768 - “look at the bigger picture” "break through the wood ceiling" i can’t believe you called me an “asshat” <3 for always always being there for me 2/3/2026 a squeaky door in my dreams that i need to fix - gbot making 9am appointments - not a fan - becoming friends with your LV advisor :D - adopt ‘bruce’ ‘abruzzo’ ‘abra’ the puppy or go to abra in ibiza? https://pacha.com/event/blondish--abracadabra--season-ii---opening-party-13-05-2026 - BLOND:ish says to do both :D she has a dogsitter for us <3 https://music.apple.com/us/album/never-walk-alone/1755071025?i=1755071026 - your smile brighter than the sun made waking up early & the day okay https://music.apple.com/us/album/blister-in-the-sun/1567635436?i=1567635512 2/2/2026 groundhog day! a holiday in our house https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-got-you-babe/40288222?i=40288233 - riding my stationary bike to nowhere - internet gaming friends worried they hadn’t heard from me <3 - oblivious sanctuary time exists only if you believe in it - “the universe is listening” thanks for reminding me looking forward so much to seeing you in person soon t-minus 18 days “clean get away” i totally forgot about this song - https://music.apple.com/us/album/clean-getaway/1455128880?i=1455128884 2/1/2026 4 hours at home after vacation and finally feel relaxed & on vacation ;D i missed having time to read the most - c, the power - you see it all ! 100% chasm and the toe injury wow!! 10 days since you last made me cry emotional release thank you for the advice & direction <3 at least i didn’t make you cry - a, 1/1 good catching up i felt like i was on the moon <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/moon/714520927?i=714521541 1/31/2026 s, thanks for not being bored of us convo, silence, laughter, eating & airport hellos & goodbyes you are the best friend ever, i love you so very much <3 <3 <3 looking for parking was my fav https://music.apple.com/us/album/best-friend-dvs1-dub-test-feat-naughty-wood/1678675707?i=1678675717 - so good to be under gray skies and brisk air of montana where most everyone knows your name and drink order and asks "where have you been" - my astrologer says i need a nap https://music.apple.com/us/album/sleepyhead/300087641?i=300087652 - the chicken purse is a hit in MT - weird to be sleeping in pajamas again - so good to be home actual home with you https://music.apple.com/us/album/home/716436562?i=716436758 1/30/2026 last day in hawaii high fashion browsing at LV gucci was too far for me to walk i liked fitting in physically the most the humidity and constant sunshine really wasn’t for me - identified by a cousin as being diné - back to the mainland seattle, futuristic hotel fell fast asleep dehydrated - https://music.apple.com/us/album/din%C3%A9/1765431364?i=1765431365 1/29/2026 jewelry making workshop 2 rings made - gave my teacher my “drinking money frog” wallet it was the same one that she lost it was a very special gift from her grandma ❤️ - everyone thinks we are on our honeymoon 😅 best oceanfront table at dinner fun music & then a free honeymoon gift bag champagne & a pair of sea turtles plushies - ricky lee jones at the blue note - https://music.apple.com/us/album/chuck-e-s-in-love/1421846869?i=1421846880 1/28/2026 “linda, another martini?” ~kaeola another bartender bestie 😅 - i met a gengar! https://music.apple.com/us/album/pokemon/1802918329?i=1802918496 - roy yamaguchi manhattan the best manhattan i’ve had! - ani, you are rad! thank you for looking for that missoula live recording- at least “fuel” survived on ❤️ - https://youtu.be/ak1gZDYKkiY?si=1UwA7gCoMFXOThZn 1/27/2026 72 hours of being a sideline ‘parent’ of a 7 year old i don’t know how y’all do it - attachment purpose release - k, anywhere & everywhere 100% on point, much needed & appreciated 💕 - “what would it take to make this the best year of your life?” - BHN BHN BHN https://music.apple.com/us/album/heal-our-inner-child-and-chill/1824484769?i=1824484771 - free drinks with new bartender bestie! :D most delicious pina colada mojito - https://music.apple.com/us/album/is-this-love/1440818212?i=1440818226 1/26/2026 in love with a surfer - waves crashing against a weak knee - girls night out sorry you woke with a mai tai headache 🫠 - plumbing disaster - cats hunting chickens - https://music.apple.com/us/album/surfin-safari/1442871699?i=1442871771 1/25/2026 breaching whales falling into the sky? - kinesiology tape suntan lines - sun sinking blood red into sea at sunset cloud blood sky - skyline of spiderwebs - everyone needs a nap - https://music.apple.com/us/album/cloud-blood/1208776378?i=1208776798 1/24/2026 A hard rain stops the morning cock-a-doodle of wild roosters - traveling thousands of miles to sugar up friends kid with lava cake 😎 https://music.apple.com/us/album/islands/1850810462?i=1850810466 - the smell of molten lava (cake) - pineapple allergy itchiness - pet geckos - wild chickens everywhere - did i cross the black cats path or did it cross mine? https://music.apple.com/us/album/black-cat/411550837?i=411551200 1/23/2026 slow morning - waking hot - “the worst thing about becoming a zombie is all the walking” - $$$ https://music.apple.com/us/album/money/1440897088?i=1440897093 - being ask to take a photo with tourists 😅 i think they thought i was a vampire hunter with all my crosses https://music.apple.com/us/album/vampire-hunter/1477132406?i=1477132429 1/22/2026 it is nice to be somewhere where you are nothing special just another rando - seeing art shawdows & being a shadow - its all about organized collections misery is a butterfly - s, thank you for a really colorful afternoon <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/misery-is-a-butterfly/1027461699?i=1027462498 https://music.apple.com/us/album/shadows/392612860?i=392613078 1/21/2026 thank you for still kicking my ass into gear every week and telling me how much i’m loved knowing when i need encouragement i love you so much you are the best i'll see you in february <3 https://music.apple.com/us/album/kind-and-generous/182259270?i=182259379 - martini lunch before torture “100% ocean or 100% desert” you crack me up ;) - https://music.apple.com/us/album/ambient-heat/1826642735?i=1826642739 https://music.apple.com/us/album/tear-you-apart/1444219951?i=1444220325 - saying things that only should be handwritten in love letters - https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-first-taste/309677190?i=309677259 - my "do what you think is best" attitude has taken me to another world thank you again for fixing my body i'll be the new "cane guy" forever :D - https://music.apple.com/us/album/running-with-scissors/1821630342?i=1821630343 - when art destroys your soul in a really good way thank you M <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/wondering/1651298873?i=1651298880 1/20/2026 moving at the speed of blue cheese fermenting moldy tangy just rotten enough to be enjoyable without barfing your guts out leaves a craving for a flavor that will never be satisfied ever - thinking of adding a ‘really bad poem’ / ‘daily drafts’ subsection to the website it would be filled in no time - wake with fear of death sitting on chest air feeling empty and heavy remembering how to breathe darkness keeping me contained emotion ceiling surpassed what comes next - the new moon finally caught up to me... sorry for bumming out the playlist _ https://music.apple.com/us/album/tears-stupid-tears/284700782?i=284700902 https://music.apple.com/us/album/cbm/1499159930?i=1499159933 https://music.apple.com/us/album/both-sides-now/541488092?i=541488105 1/19/2026 a bowling date if i bring my fancy haired husband :D you are the coolest kid alan i hope you win the tournament - another most productive day scrubing the tub, drinking a beer and listening to this ani interview i should be writing https://youtu.be/sU6SBr0yess?si=oIfCeZzAsIMoLJyA - & then cutting my hair, new moon craziness i miss my hair stylist now that she has retired and my new stylist lives 1000 miles away :( - “adapt reinvent there are no problems only solutions” - happy 80th dolly! https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-will-always-love-you/1062400323?i=1062400635 https://music.apple.com/us/album/do-i-ever-cross-your-mind/667907890?i=667907923 https://music.apple.com/us/album/jolene-single-version/282883573?i=282883578 1/18/2026 fire smoke purification best friends old stories new friends new twists sharing all the best - cults craziness confessions “have you even lived if you haven’t been in a cult” -M “i’d travel back in time to prove my mother wrong” -S “your torture sessions sound way more enjoyable than mine” -C “where do i go to get this done to me” -A - “what happened to all the crazy?” i’ve been knighted to take the role of being 'the over the top eccentric' in our group “i can’t see you with my fake glasses on” :D - https://music.apple.com/us/album/digital-witness/1440942954?i=1440943307 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/dont-f-g-tell-me-what-to-do/1442949015?i=1442949224 1/17/2026 sandwich dream hunger satisfied pastrami muenster mustard - word for word verbatim was just a little too much 100% taking a 48 hr offline 'swan dive' security break - the theme of my next poem 'what good is time if you waste it on being...' - listening to this album for 30 years! i'm getting so old https://music.apple.com/us/album/boys-for-pele-deluxe/1155862196 - "prepare but protect" - M, total understanding... <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-want-your-soul/714918721?i=714918921 1/16/2026 crazy - my poem y'all liked most in 2025 was no longer listen - blocking stalkers - soft caring face hides a lot of stuff - good thing that you didn’t have far to fall off the bed :D - i’m switching to military time y’all will have to figure it out what time we meet up - thanks for the cache control tip - u rok! - https://music.apple.com/us/album/right-behind-you-feat-lula/1272200515?i=1272200518 1/15/2026 our small dinner party this weekend has turned into a free for all bonfire bring water, a flash light, chair, appetizer and something to drink - “don’t let ego drive the boat” thank y’all for dealing with my ego on tuesday - it was outlandish! xoxo - “i don’t have friends, i have associates” :D this cheered me up thx <3 - “elevate your beliefs, ignore all the rest” - CR - i need a referee to follow me around offsides, double yellow, seeing red off to the shower - authentic sharing & advice outcomes direct honesty is something else thank you Maria i’m hooked - free mind jigsaw and conversing a nice way to spend an afternoon - it must be pretty bad, when you make your tarot reader cry 'slow down, hydrate, breathe, and then breathe deeper let it all go' - https://music.apple.com/us/album/vampire-empire/1693813366?i=1693813373 1/14/2026 don’t fall head first into the honey pot feet first so the demise takes longer - don’t worry about the little failures doubts can be used as fuel bigger picture karma choose the right path - mission improbable - iliacus muscle released my soul is walking without pain! - moon in scorpio chiron kicking my ass - https://music.apple.com/us/album/pedestrian-at-best/1719870103?i=1719870105 1/13/2026 talking about art: “why aren’t you doing more? you have the means- all you have to do is make art” - ‘yes, it sounds very easy, but fuck it is not easy - maybe i’m not an artist’ - my new obsession of trying to prove my worth and then sinking into sadness think i’m going to ignore everyone for a few weeks - and then i listen to you sing and remember myself on my high horse telling you not to worry about what others think- i kinda of understand now - https://music.apple.com/us/album/tired-and-sick/1678182844?i=1678182846 - these weekly martini lunches have been so good for my soul delayed pain, honesty & reminder to relax fully - the hard line of a landscape thx for listening to me nerd out on what i've been reading <3 - wow...! my endorphins are running wild i don't think anyone has taken my femoral pulse before thank you for releasing me i’ve never felt like this - excited to see if i'll have inspiration to write tonight and if so, the exploration of triggering meridians for creativity - https://music.apple.com/us/album/ooh-la-la/1444740051?i=1444740052 1/12/2026 running out of vermouth - i never thought it would happen to me - thank you for the deep leg massage - i'm serious if you want a full time job <3 - "slow down, take 5" thanks for the advice always xoxo - listening to love songs written for you by your lover 'the final, mix & master' before going to print - i could not ask for any better gift thank you gregory for loving me so much your album is gonna be fab! sorry for driving you so crazy every new moon and every day in-between <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/true-love/1121037418?i=1121037427 1/11/2026 too much toast not enough lemons - fun watching y’all dance the time warp, again last night :D - el classico day!!! 2nd half i did my cycling physical therapy send best wishes to my knee - feels worse this week :| - got high and did a 5 minute diy haircut - turned out pretty good - lost 2 rings this weekend - i blame the gloves :( - my dining room has turned in my portrait studio - strobe umbrellas and backdrops with no room to live life time to organize the actual studio and use it - hot sauna & sage smudging bath - when it takes 3 weeks for me to finish watching a movie - https://music.apple.com/us/album/hyper-ballad-family-tree-version/300205609?i=300205691 1/10/2026 approached at dinner and asked if famous gbot “no” 😅 i’ve never felt so betrayed - over heard today ‘fuck you and your dog’ i wonder what the dog did... - hotel living, wake up “where the fuk am i?” skittles and 7up for breakfast deep talks with people you’ll never see again - https://music.apple.com/us/album/fame/513473335?i=513473339 1/9/2026 "this and that are true"  - i think i’ve talked chef earl to make t-rex nuggets! :D - all day ridiculousness marathon in bed - thank you k for the tarot reading <3 sorry for the frustrating energy that crazy throat chakra blockage amazing insights - "time and space boundaries" - https://music.apple.com/us/album/dark-star/1720491442?i=1720491455 1/8/2026 write. get depressed. don’t write. be okay with being depressed. - took a nap, before going to bed :D slept 16 hours - s, re: chat about getting out of a rut - the book i’m reading most drink or drug their way out, take on lots of lovers or just give up - “everyone hasn’t a chance now “ - https://youtu.be/DyJEh8qTvD8?si=kgnogHyuka0KMBgD&t=240 1/7/2026 how do starfish swim through the sea? i imagine them techno dancing until they wake up naked on a beach - i’m worried to travel friends seeing earthquakes, tsunamis & volcanos erupting - skittles for breakfast - send help - think i'll call up some of these ramdom phone numbers i have just to find out who it is - anything to keep from writing... - venus conjucts mars - 2+2=22 - thanks blond:ish <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/blond-ish-at-kappa-futurfestival-2024-dj-mix/1774532000 1/6/2026 bribed to sleep in until 10am with the promise of waffles slept until noon but woke up extremely grumpy - honey bear needs a bath - breaking the hard rules told not to break - 2 martini quick lunch and then a dry needle torture session which i'm starting to enjoy?! back to walking with a cane - anna, miss you & will visit soonish <3 - when close friends start to theme their day on a pokemon "jigglypuff" - it was what i was feeling too <3 - the entire album is top 10 - but listening to this song for 34 years! crazy... “haze all clouded up my mind In a daze of why it could’ve never been” https://music.apple.com/us/album/tear-in-your-hand-2015-remastered-version/981370459?i=981370471 1/5/2026 even in my dream life everyone is sick & coughing - escape room of love sabotaged perspective engagement of dilution distance within fearful surrender tower on fire - your advice is a poem <3 - “it feeds my heart that you came looking for me...” https://music.apple.com/us/album/rain-check/1208721386?i=1208723743 1/4/2026 too many cookies - cache of sleep refilled - my days are not the same when i don’t get a morning motivation text from you - https://music.apple.com/us/album/lonely-lonely/1440737213?i=1440737227 - thx 4 the glute massage. wow! <3 - added micropoetry subsection other suggestions in progress ur the best mento xo - https://youtu.be/bvSS8_ijdAQ?si=ZlXUm_GvJhgEjEoL&t=52 1/3/2026 raise the high jump bar commit to higher standards - my astrocartography reccommends me living in the middle of the ocean or in ft. collins :D researching sailboats & skimming zillow - remember hours talking in the shower- what a waste of water recirculating showers should be standard or maybe just take a bath - https://music.apple.com/us/album/sunshowers/1450124269?i=1450124371 1/2/2026 12.5 hours of sleep! - need a programmer for my “_______ of the day” app - slotted soup spoon - https://music.apple.com/us/album/soup/1736025456?i=1736025953 1/1/2026 no pants day - sauna out the toxins of 2025 - i accept your challenge cousin <3 - "do avocados have flavor if not mistreated?" - thank you for helping me fail at my resolutions already :D - https://music.apple.com/us/album/keep-on-livin/1611953263?i=1611953279 12/31/2025 c, a needed cry fest before the new year! <3 - to my advisors, thank you for all the direction & getting me through 2025. - 2026 resolutions sleep better try not to eat any of the foods on my allergy chart minimize stuff write better make more art travel the other side of the equator j, what a great idea - yes lets go to the maldives! i'm free anytime!!! - “Freedom from desire feels the same as fulfillment” - Naval Ravikant - only two martini glasses broke in 2025!!! - siri, a hug was just what i needed <3 - chef, lets eat artichokes :) - sara, <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-want-to-sleep/309711827?i=309711880 12/30/2025 poets arguing over saltines and sand when it should of been anchovies instead of sardines your insights are why i want to know you for eternity after eternity until eterity no longer exists - i need a personal assistant - no i need a chauffeur - https://music.apple.com/us/album/something-about-you/1720489883?i=1720489886 12/29/2025 thx for the tips on handling my self-indulgence phase of life even though my skull is thick - one day... coach, i’ll do as told :) - my convo notes: gyhooya. surrender. just be. enjoy the gifts. this is it. you’ll be ok. - when japanese skittles break a tooth :( - why are teeth the shape of teeth? - wow - the day sure goes fast if you sleep until noon - https://music.apple.com/us/album/what-the-hec/1711071779?i=1711071794 12/28/2025 can you believe it has been 3 months since i was in a hardware store?! went today & didn't even buy anything! - i need a spa day - my mantra of 'don't think, sleep' seems to be working quite well - hot sauce on a banana - what a craving - i hope the playlist i made you was good company for your drive back <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/be-who-you-want-to-be/1532925823?i=1532925824 12/27/2025 time to complete things that have been left hanging - 28 hours to fly to easter island... fuk :0 - matching tattoos? 'Ditto' from pokémon is the only thing i'd get :D but i'm not looking for that kind of commitment <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/ditto/1586627952?i=1586627968 - listening to every version of 'suspicious minds' over breakfast for the mashup gregory wants me to make with sharon van ettens 'afterlife' - https://youtu.be/zc-R0bSt5FA?si=-wP-84zGNBO5ORnH - this song sticks in my mind for weeks everytime i hear it 12/26/2025 thank you for the photography pep talk - time to hibernate, rest for the journey - pomegranate everywhere - https://music.apple.com/us/album/could-i-be/1564492421?i=1564492425 12/25/2025 Merry Christmas! Peace on Earth! - Thank you for letting us join your family last night <3 - Kate, thank you for the amazing cake it was the perfect Christmas breakfast xo - 3 Lindas at a party- I love you other Lindas - I’m in a ukulele band now & maybe have publisher!!? - Parker, finish your screenplay & let’s make my spaghetti western - “**** magnet” it’s gonna be a good poem title, but I refuse it to be my new nickname - https://music.apple.com/us/album/silent-night/1537011606?i=1537011608 12/24/2025 merry merry! happy holidaze! a most safe journey on your way to the manger. - holy holy holy i’m completely a new human pain elation peace thank you ! ! ! - we have way too much in common <3 another who only watches Ridiculousness - friends forever!! except the 5am wake up time - these are the soft shoes i was talking about https://www.nike.com/t/calm-se-womens-mules-Q7wM1b/FZ3119-001 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-cure-feat-chloe-paige/1784008771?i=1784008772 12/23/2025 distracted, lazy or indifference will the xmas tree get decorated before the new year? we won't even be home during peak hours. - xmas minimalism dead tree pretty lights fake star shiny balls sparkly memories how about we just go to argentina now? - https://music.apple.com/us/album/o-tannenbaum/1440948781?i=1440948787 12/22/2025 sorry i got you addicted to pokémon fun times ahead :D you better start working overtime $$$ - that new moon kicked my butt thank you for checking my ego - https://music.apple.com/us/album/voodoo-in-my-blood/1077820947?i=1077821386 12/21/2025 mike, nikki legs legs legs legs compress those legs ivy is the softest sweetest dog <3 - time to throw in the towel i need to learn to lose gotta let things go can't win every board game 'violent cribbage' - do wolves howl at the new moon? - https://music.apple.com/us/album/wolf-like-me/1437098983?i=1437098988 12/20/2025 sam, kate, hannah all i want in life is honesty & y’all deliver sophisticated lovely humans - the softest fake fur jacket i've ever felt - soft pearls & vodka - you looked so pretty in my deep wine lip gloss - poland! - https://music.apple.com/us/album/who-the-f-k/1443923200?i=1443923402 12/19/2025 authentic sexy slovakian accent thank you woman on the street for the compliments <3 free cheese cake! spilled guts exorcism of emotion dilly bar divergent tangible chakra - https://music.apple.com/us/album/ghosts/368102128?i=368102157 12/18/2025 i had to have peas with dinner, and then craved pancakes, pickles & orange juice all night long my food cravings are pointing to pregnancy- but highly unlikely (despite what my spiritual advisors say) - i’m totally bumming myself out, i think i need to stop writing - https://music.apple.com/us/album/house-jam/820802022?i=820802124 - p.s. who has my jacket and sunglasses?? 12/17/2025 peas in soup, why? they get so mushy. "unless it is pea soup" thanks j for texting me this - the avant garde sound of men working in your attic is still making me laugh this morning :D - https://music.apple.com/us/album/crimewave/1132754123?i=1132754189 12/16/2025 a lunch martini before the most painful “enjoyable” dry needling session & then the best glute & thigh massage and tickle fest thank you for fixing my body <3 i def needed a cigarette after... - https://music.apple.com/us/album/feel-good-feat-khruangbin/1385072561?i=1385072877 12/15/2025 “a voice like Macy Gray” thank you Buddy - the best compliment ever <3 - you made me so nervous when you stopped my reading to tell me this :D i promise we never have to talk about 'ambergris' again - https://www.buddywakefield.com 12/14/2025 i'm surrounded by a veil of seduction or lust if i can turn on my totally gay poetry teacher it has to be something other than me just being me... - i’m gonna get a complex, but maybe i should just fully embrace this 'super-power'? - https://music.apple.com/us/album/sexual-revolution/190625753?i=190626625 12/13/2025 20g fun time funking out! - to the girl with guitar pick earrings and the boy who ate the chicken thank you for the honest nice company i hope you danced the night away and fell madly in love - bry, i like your “linda do you remember...” stories i must of been really tripping on shrooms because i do not remember :D - lady i forgot your name, thank you for your life story. i liked that you lost your accent the deeper the story went but next time we talk - my thigh is off limits - when a stanger asks you to marry... i think i need to stay home more. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/taking-me-home/906073870?i=906076946 12/12/2025 sugartooth fun hanging out <3 "don't let them change your voice" thanks for the advice excited to read your book one day - https://music.apple.com/us/album/paperback-writer/1441132965?i=1441134120 12/11/2025 ani, sending health vibes & quick recovery energy to you and to your trees, sorry the pecan tree lost its lover <3 - i need a 2nd and 3rd life bag, i'm tired of packing & unpacking - starting the weekend early i need a writing break, emotionally drained after yesterday - https://music.apple.com/us/album/pecan-trees/1279121992?i=1279121996 12/10/2025 rgp, thank you for arguing with me about tacos and getting me out of my depressed writing mood. get on board - soft tacos for life!! - https://music.apple.com/us/album/taco/1527587618?i=1527587620 12/9/2025 Thank you for sending me more words. 'construe' is one of my all time favorite words! I used the last word you sent in my last poem it was just the word I needed. xoxo - random note: this song title should of been 'construe' instead of 'define' https://music.apple.com/us/album/define/1017580419?i=1017580443 12/8/2025 quiet forest 13 hour sleep brain mushy from creating new words - dream reality is on point traveling the same path notes matching up tiny van tiny boat box of cookies man with beard in mexico - https://music.apple.com/us/album/dreaming/1444083914?i=1444083925 12/7/2025 Gentlemen thank you for a nice evening of drinks full of laughter and protection and for dancing the mashpotato & trying to figure out the watusi on the icy streets - J, thank you for the delicious huckleberry apple pie :) - S.M. I love you and love talking to you <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/we-are-your-friends-justice-vs-simian/1663629922?i=1663629931 12/6/2025 Thank you friends for resurring me with kind words of friendship. _ It was nice to hangout with the OG's last night. Only got approached once I think the protection aura is working. Everything tasted like fireball all day. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/faith-in-our-friends/338343791?i=338343950 12/5/2025 I knew better than to do that shot of fireball... I feel like a piece of meat lately- I need to put on an protection enery aura when going out. You ladies are on the prowl, I don't want to make out or go home with you. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/raspberry-swirl/301010550?i=301010555 12/4/2025 Nicolette, totally crushing after reading your poems. Thank you for your insights, tips & for the suggested edits 'verb tense/form/pov' "What else is down there in the depths?” <3 - laundry and packing WF friends, gonna be at the opening day after party tonight - come out for drinks :) - https://music.apple.com/us/album/plastic-dreams/1347951159?i=1347951282 12/3/2025 I got an email from a friend that is no longer here in this reality. "Just checking in and if I was okay & needed anything...!!!!" How can you send email from the after life? Not joking let me know, or is it just AI fucking around. Got me listening to your favorite band today. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/when-i-come-around/1702070738?i=1702071025 12/2/2025 'Modality' thank you for this word I think the world of you for taking care of my health. xo - https://music.apple.com/us/album/modality-posthuman-remix/1736936634?i=1736936645 12/1/2025 Amie, thank you for reading my poetry and for the notes on my latest rough draft true- it is very raw & real and that it still needs an extra deep dive on that 'everyone feels it' part I'll keep writing until i get it there <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/your-love-is-killing-me/820969262?i=820969348 11/30/2025 thanks for the therapy & advice "get over it, relax & let it go stop being an a55hole" i'll try my best ;D - 5 week poetry workshop over doing 2 more weeks & then private sessions! - https://youtu.be/5n6413nx6b0?si=xZ4gJlqVxV731AXK 11/29/2025 I am sorry I hurt your feelings thank you for still making me the perfect cup of tea this morning & kissing my neck & back <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/friday-im-in-love/301011929?i=301011936 11/28/2025 me navigating the icy sidewalks on crutches has my husband on edge. thanks for hanging out with us and for the drinks so nice to have a prue honest converstaion talking about stalkers, evil engergy blocking & the talk of eliminating your archon :) - ramdom dude who showed me your dance moves that your new knee can do <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/friends/1718759120?i=1718759127 11/27/2025 a quiet evening in our little universe- every year we get closer to symbiosis. crazy that this is the first thanksgiving we didn’t eat turkey ever!! alone or together... another first. I am the most thankful for you. - I liked how it felt we were the only lovers left alive tonight - https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-will-follow-you-into-the-dark/966377290?i=966377517 11/26/2025 got the lindavigil.com 2026 calendar finished today - had the best thigh & hamstring massage today. she called my thigh muscle a stegosaurus ;D and concurs with my chiro that "i'm a mess" - https://music.apple.com/us/album/messy-love/1440889830?i=1440889982 11/25/20205 mondays are bad luck for my knee- out again. i'm over it. - my wish is to get as high as sugar filled kids without the terrible crash - it has been so fun hanging out with your amazing kids & i haven't gotten sick once- amazing! - https://music.apple.com/us/album/kids/264720008?i=264720124 11/24/2025 counting years in days - the fequency is tight 11 hours of sleep! laundry & packing... it is finally snowing :) - https://music.apple.com/us/album/land-of-snow-feat-miho-hatori-glenn-patscha-oren-bloedow/1464036729?i=1464036735 11/23/2025 s,e,a,p it was a fun dinner catch up last night great to get back with my mind expanding alt reality buddies <3 - week 4 another 5 hour zoom poetry purge. back in the mountains to write, cayenne pepper in the eye - https://music.apple.com/us/album/island-song/475001822?i=475001897 11/22/2025 slow start - being besties with a bartender is a dangerous game. fun hanging out with you at the pokemon trade show this afternoon <3 - https://music.apple.com/us/album/wasting-my-young-years/695805771?i=695806051 11/21/2025 Pancake breakfast party! Chiro was spot on today. Running into dear old friends... - https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-my-stars-aligned/258197671?i=258199500 11/20/2025 "The color of the grey sky before the sun comes up" - I have to turn in my assignment but this is all I have... instead of writing let's go to the bowling alley tonight & drink white russians - https://music.apple.com/us/album/grey/1208772734?i=1208774514 11/19/2025 When the collection of vintage dictionaries does not have the word you are looking up... and you give up writing for life. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/voices-in-my-head-amelie-lens-remix-mixed/1816297431?i=1816297435 11/18/2025 I just want to go for a run, but still can't even walk without crutches. I guess I'll smoke the day away and read a book. - Didn't read, I just got high and cut my hair off... & was called mom for the first time ever in my life - crazy !! <3 you my international darling child :D - "Letting go of what you do not need will make you stronger." https://music.apple.com/us/album/1-800-call-me-back/1839208932?i=1839209282 11/17/2025 Just going out for a quick cocktail and salad turned into tequila shots with my bartender friends... Fun times xo 11/16/2025 This day was just what I needed to get me out of my pity party. Can still kinda dance with crutches! And dancing to Tycho in the rain is so fun. Thanks for all the laughing and onslought of mind altering subs. Some of y'alls knee injury horror stories - Fuk!! B, ur the best - you get things done "you got to protect your sensitive soul" thanks for the reminder <3 11/15/2025 Thanks for the brunch excursion. Fun talking Pokémon with your kid, can't wait for my fly fishing lessons this spring. Quick healing for your tonsil removal scabs. <3 https://music.apple.com/us/album/dive-deluxe-version/1490459058 11/14/2025 My neck cracked so good today. For the massage tips & encouragement - xo All day nap - ready for ladies night. Thanks for inviting me to the soup party - next time <3 11/13/2025 I am so sad that your cat died. Thank you for still bringing happiness, to my self inficted misery. I'll not be a downer next time - I promise. Talking Plato over pasta took my mind off everything. 11/12/2025 back to walking circles around the pool table. at least i should not feel bad for laying around reading... https://music.apple.com/us/album/love-can-damage-your-health-abicah-soul-dennis-ferrer/1636230858?i=1636230871 - R, thanks for cheering me up - definitely needed it. <3 11/11/2025 Fully lucid in last nights dreams. My earrings & rings kept falling off. On a beach, you played a really amazing DJ set, it was rad to see you - even if only in a dream. https://www.youtube.com/live/rrW19tPPhAw?si=oh4duQJG-DMydJpG maybe if the world ever equalizes - we'd finally get to hangout. - my knee went out just standing up - fuck me, back on crutches - i'm gonna barf. 11/10/2025 Fuck. I feel lighter. Crying and laughing with strangers. Sharing sentences & line breaks. I'm looking forward to next Sunday. - rainy day non-dance dance party https://music.apple.com/us/album/no-hard-feelings/1808081778 11/9/2025 I found some of your old letters, I wonder where you are in this world? Thinking of late night desert drives, parking lot yoga and speaking like pirates. "Shiver me timbers - look at that booty!" wow, we were so young. 11/8/2025 My chiropractor said I was a mess... but also said I looked very cool. - Some of you ladies have very bold pickup lines! Thanks for making me feel so special <3 11/7/2025 Happy Birthday Gbot. <3 Thank you for giving me the milky way. :) https://music.apple.com/us/album/pulse-2023-remaster/1741473742?i=1741473756 - Thank you Tori for the ice cream <3 11/6/2025 I think I've kicked my skittle addiction, my doctor is gonna be so proud. My addiction inspired this haiku: https://lindavigil.com/_haiku/fingers.html - Now to work on my other vices. - https://music.apple.com/us/album/something-of-an-end/1605085407?i=1605085575 11/5/2025 Me: "I just want be as cool as Björk." Husband: “You’re totally cooler then bork” - Packing - I need to get organized. It shouldn't take this long. - Some nice relaxing breakfast music :D https://music.apple.com/us/album/gato-negro/40582683 11/4/2025 The full moon tomorrow in Taurus and the Sun in Scorpio - help me please... Raging bull or the bull that stops to smell the flowers (it's the wrong season here for flowers). Respite needed, but my eyes are refusing to close. https://youtu.be/HiE8y3KeYsE?si=gIsBk0BPAMqkgMcZ 11/3/2025 Is it poetry or therapy? I'm wiped out 16 hours in. - Revision me over and over again until I'm rewired. - I've never been this ready for judgement. 11/2/2025 A letter in the mail from a new friend! For slow communication the letter got here rather quickly. You have now become one of my favorite people ever. The non-romantic romance of putting pen to paper. Now to write back and hobble my way to the post office. - 1st day of a 5 week poetry workshop. Almost 4 hours of purging live time - on zoom. I think it is just what the doctor ordered. Thanks Ani for the recommendation :) - And Nit, so glad on the accidental call - sorry I didn't get to talk to you more. I'm happy you are in love. Besos <3 - What a busy Sunday. Everyone scambling around trying to figure out the fucking time. 11/1/2025 Luxardo cherries and raw garlic are a very interesting mix of flavors. Wrote two poems when I woke up in the middle of the night, stressed about forgetting them and could not fall back to sleep - I should of just wrote them down instead of laying there like a mummy. I did remember when woke. 10/31/2025 “It’s a whole wide world out there.” “Yes, it is the width that scares me.” I'm not sure where this quote is from, but I liked it. Now that I think about it - I think it is from Daria. 10/30/2025 Advice I got today - "just be in love". Yes- it is that simple, right? 10/29/2025 "we have gone too far, and yet not nearly far enough." -Giacometti https://julianphilosophy.substack.com/p/giacometti-in-the-rain My brain is now in a neutral mood filled with another Nietzche talk: https://youtu.be/ixH8v_MogKQ?si=zmpD09dnWBLwfqoZ 10/28/2025 I've been time traveling my old journals and notes. Finding a spark - here is one of my favorites: https://youtu.be/h6HLTBwCFO0?si=MHkJshf5_JAYRnCE Got to love irony? 10/27/2025 Distracting my mind and body by deep diving Nietzsche. LOL... https://youtu.be/-oGqcvrGURc?si=SoymgbJD6H52hHJo https://youtu.be/xuDfzGaxOB4?si=HdolV-8K4qbYLg-H https://youtu.be/rTpmaVujcmc?si=V6AosxPsd0eSkw58 10/26/2025 writing love letters that will never be read 10/25/2025 - 8/28/2025 these posts have been redacted :) - https://music.apple.com/us/album/stalker/1506036662?i=1506036664 8/27/2025 Working on backlogging the content of this page. Come back soon to catch up. Listening to Fred again.. Actual Life https://music.apple.com/us/album/actual-life-april-14-december-17-2020/1560355896 4/20/2025 Happy 420 Jesus. Seriously, I am Thankful - for this day, for your love, for this life. Thank you for everything. 4/13/2025 Shorty is alive! 10 hours of sleep last night and I'm still tired as fuck. Summer plans already in a scamble, no Metric; (Kinda of glad not having to go to Seattle.) Raving at home - who knew that you could wear out faster than being there. 4/11/2025 To the zombies of Coachella you should show signs of life to the sets of Missy Elliott & The Prodigy. 4/4/2025 It is okay to cry. 4/01/2025 Back to reality. Out of slumber. Already ready for winter. A fun time was had at Treefort Festival in Boise Idaho. My body is in recovery from over stimulation. I'm sick as a dog again. Highlights: Maita, Prism Bitch, The Linda Linda's, Vundabar, Ethel Rose... so much music that it all blurred together. I crashed an electric scooter (whiskey+motorized=death) and I will have a scar on my knee to remind me of the fun times. Boise was a great town and will definetly return to visit our new friends. 3/01/2025 - 3/31/2025 A lot of stuff happened but I never updated this months web log... Move on to April <3 https://youtu.be/zoTwqsT7ZaU?si=nWTbQco99maQjON9 2/4/2025 Got the house warmed up again. Living in a woodheated only place takes a couple of days to heat up when being out of town when it gets sub zero. 2/01/2025 Snowboarding weekend - knocked my head pretty good from wiping out while just standing still. 1/14/2025 One of my resolutions was not to buy any cameras - but all i really want is a new camera. 1/03/2025 - 1/12/2025 Snowboarding & then really sick. Hanging out with friends. 1/01/2025 More birdwatching this year https://youtu.be/g02Ss3xgABc?si=Si3bPAZqO1_nEud3 12/28/2024 working on the last dried out projects of 2024 making embers last until the collective juices overflow following the regrets of this years last dying days promises of maybes bursting from what goodness is left in this world 12/23/2024 Communication. Playing telephone via modern day chat messages. Being witty, but just. 12/21/2024 I did not sleep very well, 74% awake all night I felt my feet starting to disconnect from my astal body I'm used to travelling while dreaming but this was different. 12/16/2025 Archiving. I lost a lot of data, or maybe purposely lost a lot of data. But then I had secret backups of that data. Now I have found my lost tiny treasures while clearing out all the bulk. What I thought was lost for years - really does not matter. Clear out your hard drives. Archive the most important. And then delete it all. 12/10/2024 got some kind of virus- food or water or human contacted. spending these recovery days sorting photographs & listening to http://mysteriousuniverse.org/ 12/08/2024 A puzzle of the epics. Almost solved. Ask yourself - "why is most of our time focused on these devices?" Also if you are making videos about off the grid living you are not living off the grid. 12/07/2024 Recap of this last week : Recovering. A day in bed after a random weekday pray for snow party. 24 hours of ridiculosness (30+ seasons crazy). Missed opening day but hey, I had a good time in recovery. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XXtv4KrJPs Remembering talking to a olypimic silver medalist downhill ski racer and then another silver medal winner - no idea what we talked about but there was tons of laughing... Drinking multiple Manhattans = a blackhole in my mind. Thank god for greasy burgers & fries + NAC + activated charcoal + hydrogen water. I also think I made a new best friend with the guy wearing the softest sweater I have ever felt <3 sorry i don't remember your name :( 12/02/2024 Maps. I used to draw out the places I would dream about. Places that I would always return to. I need to start doing this again. 12/01/2024 Hi. AI <3 11/28/2024 Hibernaton- It has been a few years since my dog Coffee died, I get sadder every year. And now when my heart is open there is an onslaught of communication from everyone I do not want to talk to. I am in hibernation. I have been in hibernation. I will be in hibernation for the rest of my life. 11/24/2024 Why to block wikipedia: https://youtu.be/-vmSFO1Zfo8?si=FDZa7gJzqgAJAxw2 https://mysteriousuniverse.org/2024/01/29.03-MU-Plus-Podcast-The-Skeptic-Cabal/ add this to all your searches -site:wikipedia.org 11/17/2024 Intereting take on history, which I'd like to deep dive into. https://youtu.be/K5w-nyqFzM8?si=UXbVTA35PwJO2bDs https://youtu.be/ZXHfKlAS6S8?si=ZdDpJDZG0P0gBvim 11/13/2024 I've become addicted to Pokemon Pocket TCG. What a waste of time :) 11/8/2024 Nursing my love back to health after a fun night of dancing. 16 eye pressure. 11/7/2024 Happy Birthday Mr.G <3 11/6/2024 emotion as reality. don't be food for a system that you don't believe in. 11/4/2024 thought of the day - a baked potato with ketchup. 11/3/2024 Spent 5 minutes on my old "X" account what a waste of five minutes. 11/2/2024 Very interesting. I knew about 60% of what is discussed, from my years of scenic web & book crawling. https://youtu.be/SiBFtwbyv44?si=bP9Y6HxnSKaZ-OmZ 11/1/2024 Trying to find meaning. It is as easy as looking up the definition of a word. Authentic: adjective not false or copied; genuine; real: A couple of videos popped up in my feed which referenced this word. https://youtu.be/xXoPcyz84Wg?si=MpfhJcLVt1xP26_- https://youtu.be/_18IyU3bIpM?si=9JTTqPAGcdEPCCF4 10/31/2024 Spending every other minute of time worrying about a wild animal, a creature of the forest until your stress levels are out of the atmosphere. I need to chill the fuck out. If you read this - send protection vibes to 'Bucky Stantler' 10/30/2024 The luxury of changing your mind. It is possible... Was it desire or hypnosis? Ironic that this song sums it all up. https://music.apple.com/us/album/untouchable-face/1208780857?i=1208781124 10/29/2024 A couple of interesting videos I just watched https://youtu.be/ZxZO0jd8VoU?si=EmHL0m5H3ztd9hOW https://youtu.be/Ozgykl3RCxk?si=YTkx2vwtur1IfDdW 10/27/2024 It is a war zone out there. The second day of hunting season and my dearest deer friend has survived this day until sunset. I said goodnight to 'Bucky Stantler' just before sunset. A halo of sun shining around him creating the aura of his title of the king of the forest. 7 more weeks of daily hopes and prayers that I see him again. 10/26/2024 why is everything so bland now? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8ZCzhoeQMg 10/23/2024 I am obsessed with this song right now. MAITA - breakup song x3 https://youtu.be/R6fEA-RPMlo?si=nRVCTBEvoklDwieN the last part of this song is FAB: " you tell me that you wish i'd pulled you into my garage pushed you up against the wall took exactly what i want but i don't know what i want i don't know what i want i don't know what i want i don't know what to take from you don't know what to take from you don't know what to take from you don't know what to take cause i don't know what i want i don't know what i "
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